Mother's Day 11 May 2008

Semalam, I have desided to cook Tulang steak, since tak pergi mana2. Pagi after hubby sent MIL to the pickup point(she went to Melaka 1 day tour), I pergi Jurong West market with hubby. Khairul tak ikut. Beli lah apa2 yg di perlukan for the dish & buy breakfast for 3 of us. Sampai di rumah Khairul pass me a note & wish me Happy Mother's day. I open & read lah. Very touching, sungguhpun sekadar sehelai kertas yg kecil isi maknanya sungguh padat sehingga menitis airmata bila i read. I tak mengharap apa2 from them. As long they are happy its fine with me.

Finish cooking at abt 2pm, maklum lah nak kena rebus tulang for almost 3 hrs. Selesai semua, hubby kata serve lah nak makan. "Amboi... amboi.. kita lak kena serve, dah masak kan... Nari sepatutnya i rest, Mother's day apa...." Ni lah my reply.. Hehehe... So the 2 of them lah serve me. Hehehe.... Khairul said "nice ibu, puas hati...." Hubby as usual tak cakap apa2... Lepas makan relex watch Duyung & Cuci(khairul rent).. Ok lah cerita nyer...

After that kita buat hal masing2, Hubby sleep, Khairul play comp & me play psp... Awhile later hubby bangun coz hp ring. He when to Khairul room to see apa he doing. I dengar lah he telling Khairul to do revision. Jap lagi he come to me tell me, i have to monitor Khairul, check his school bag & ask him to do revision. I said "ok but to do revision, he kan baru habis exam biar lah dia rest dulu..." Hubby terus marah dia kata " bila exam pun dia tak belajar, sat/sun asyik main comp jer... Ok lah kalau u cakap gitu, lain kali i tak nak tegur2 lagi.." Bingit juga i dengar... kasi tau pun kena marah, diam pun kena marah... Dia nampak ke bila Khairul belajar.. By the time hubby come home dah malam, Khairul dah tido.... I tak tau macam mana lagi nak cakap... Lepas tu i terus diamkan diri, i tau kalau jawap nanti jadi panjang bab i kalau jawab i kasi dia semua... I dah lama tak leh angs, tahan sabar sebab pandang my MIL & my son...
Dia tak tahu betapa i menanggung & menahan apa2 masa'alah yg ada. I tak pernah mengadu apa2 pada dia.

If he accept the new job offer i will let him tanggung all the finance for Khairul yg selama ini i tanggong. Dia egat selama ni anak dia tu pergi school & tuition tak payah bayar ker.. Tak pernah sekali pun dia tanya i berapa i spent for anak dia. He marah i lagi ada... He said I give to much face to khairul, apa he want i ikut kan jer... If its not me yg care for my son sapa lagi... Sakit dada di buat nyer. Cakap salah, tak cakap dah lama berbuku di hati... GERAM SANGAT....