Banjir Jap....

Suddenly hujan turun dgn lebatnyer beserta kilat & guruh. Bila i look out of my main door... Hah!! tu dia banjir lah kan... Air naik dgn pantas nyer... Bila all my sales team kluar dari meeting room sume kecoh, bab kereta diorg sume dah hilang tyre nyer d tutup air.... Nak kluar tk leh, air dah naik atas buku lali. Termasuk lah kereta Mr Nandi, Big boss kita... Sebenar nyer perkara air naik ni mmg biasa, sebab longkang diluar gate tu selalu sumbat. Tapi hari ni di sebab kan hujan turun dgn lebat nyer air naik dgn pantas. Dan dgn pantas juga dia turun bila hujan dah reda...

Aku ada snap few pic using my hp. Tapi tk leh di upload now. Maklum i di opis tk ada benda2 yg i perlukan... Mlm nanti bila i balik i will load the pic to my blog k...

BRAIN DAMAGING HABITS

1. No Breakfast

People who do not take breakfast are going to have a lower blood sugar level.

This leads to an insufficient supply of nutrients to the brain causing brain degeneration.

2. Overeating

It causes hardening of the brain arteries, leading to a decrease in mental power.

3. Smoking

It causes multiple brain shrinkage and may lead to Alzheimer disease.

4. High Sugar consumption

Too much sugar will interrupt the absorption of proteins and nutrients causing

malnutrition and may interfere with brain development.

5. Air Pollution

The brain is the largest oxygen consumer in our body. Inhaling polluted air

decreases the supply of oxygen to the brain, bringing about a decrease in brain

efficiency.

6. Sleep Deprivation

Sleep allows our brain to rest. Long term deprivation from sleep will accelerate the

death of brain cells.

7. Head covered while sleeping

Sleeping with the head covered, increase! s the concentration of carbon dioxide and

decrease concentration of oxygen that may lead to brain damaging effects.

8. Working your brain during illness

Working hard or studying with sickness may lead to a decrease in effectiveness of

the brain as well as damage the brain.

9. Lacking in stimulating thoughts

Thinking is the best way to train our brain, lacking in brain stimulation thoughts may

cause brain shrinkage.

10. Talking Rarely

Intellectual conversations will promote the efficiency of the brain.

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The main causes of liver damage are:

1. Sleeping too late and waking up too late are main cause.
2. Not urinating in the morning.
3. Too much eating.
4. Skipping breakfast.
5. Consuming too much me! dication.
6. Consuming too much preservatives, additives, food coloring , and artificial sweetener.
7. Consuming unhealthy cooking oil. As much as possible reduce cooking oil use when frying, which includes even the best cooking oils like olive oil.
8. Do not consume fried foods when you are tired, except if the body is very fit.
9. Consuming raw (overly done)

• Foods also add to the burden of liver.

• Veggies should be eaten raw or cooked 3-5 parts. Fried veggies should be finished in one sitting, do not store.

We should prevent this without necessarily spending more. We just have to adopt a good daily lifestyle and eating habits. Maintaining good eating habits and time condition are very important for our bodies to absorb and get rid of unnecessary

chemicals according to "schedule."

Because :

Evening at 9 - 11 PM : is the time for eliminating unnecessary/ toxic chemicals

(detoxification) from the antibody system (lymph nodes). This time duration should be spent by relaxing or listening to music. If during this time a housewife is still in an unrelaxed state such as washing the dishes or monitoring children doing their

homework, this will have a negative impact on health.

Evening at 11pm - 1 am : is the detoxification process in the liver, and ideally should be done in a deep sleep state.

Early morning 1 - 3 am : detoxification process in the gall, also ideally done in a deep sleep state.

Early morning 3 - 5 am :

detoxification in the lungs. Therefore there will sometimes be

a severe cough for cough sufferers during this time. Since the detoxification process

had reached the respiratory tract, there is no need to take cough medicine so as not to interfere with toxin removal process.

Morning 5 - 7am :

detoxification in the colon, you should empty your bowel.

Morning 7 - 9 am : absorption of nutrients in the small intestine, you should be having breakfast at this time. Breakfast should be earlier, before 6:30 am , for those who are

sick. Breakfast before 7:30 am is very beneficial to those wanting to stay fit. Those who always skip breakfast, they should change their habits, and it is still better to

eat breakfast late until 9 - 10 am rather than no meal at all.

Sleeping so late and waking up too late will disrupt the process of removing unnecessary chemicals. Aside from that, midnight to 4:00 am is the time when the bone marrow

produces blood. Therefore, have a good sleep and don't sleep late.

DO TAKE CARE ABOUT YOUR HEALTH.................

AND PASS THIS TO ALL WHOM YOU LOVE & CARE FOR

Cari lain jumpa lain.........

We went geylang last sunday to buy baju kurong for raya.... Sampai jer road geylang nampak kak2 & abg2 my hubby. Jalan pusing2, terjumpa Abg Joe, Kak Nap & huda.. Terjumpa diaorg betul2 di depan kedai kak erda(modern collezione) so apa lagi mengollect item lah. I collect tudung i, huda menbeli tudung... hehehe... Dah lepas tu konon nak go and buy makan lah di bazaar di Masjid Sultan for buka puasa. Sampai jer di pagar (apa tu nama tempat tu, tempat diorg buat show) terdengar "sleek" ngah nyanyi. Anak i apa lagi suka lah. Ask me to take pic for him with them. Bila dah take suka tak terkira baby i...

1st Day Ramadan & Berbuka...

Yesterday was 1st of Ramadan. Seperti biasa klau puasa tu mesti mengantuk. Pagi terasa juga letih & mengantuk. But sebelum lunch tym dah ok. Lepas solat egat nak tido sekejap, tapi mata tk leh kejam lak. Tym passes quite fast, sekejap jer dah 5.30. Balek tumpang kerata abg Said. I reach home @ abt 6pm. Mak nampak tak sihat. I tahu dia tak sihat from semalam. Khairul told her "Nenek dah uzur, kalau tak tahan tak payah puasa per. Kalau puasa pun nanti sakit." Ada betul juga kata anak i. Tapi biasa lah she argue back. Well my son cuma beritahu apa yg dia tahu.

Masa buka only me & my son yang makan. She tak nak makan. Hubby balek lambat. Entah eh.. macam tak seronok gitu. Orang buka puasa satu family makan sama2. But i.... Apa nak buat nasib badan.... Lepas kemas & everything, i relex ah play computer game. Mak was on the phone talking to kak mini about hari raya cooking. I dah agak mesti she got something to say about it. After talking on the phone she come to me. Keep saying "tak payah masak ros, order lagi senang, tak penat tak serak. Diaorg pun order...on & on & on & on..........." Boring betul lah setiap tahun mcm ni. Tak sedap ke aku masak. Kalau tak sedap kenapa habis. Apa, dia takut aku taruk ubat guna-guna ke. Kalau aku taruk, laki aku dah tunduk pada aku. Bingit betul lah. Tengah2 bingit hubby call, apa lagi i told him lah mak dia tak kasi masak..blah blah blah..... Fedup, i told hubby i tak nak masak order jer dengan Yusmah senang. Telinga i tak pekak, mulut dia tak penat cakap. Rumah tak serak .....

Fed-up betul lah.... Rasa nyer confirm ah aku tak nak masak. Order je semua dengan Yusmah ke sapa ke. Atau susah sangat suruh dia jer yg order. Aku tahu dapur tak ada masak apa2.

Selamat Berpuasa... Something to share..

Sejarah Ramadhan

1) Ramadhan:ertinya panas terik
2) Bulan di turunkan Al Quran dan disebut (syahru ramadhana)
3) Berlakunya perang Badar Kubra dan mendapat kemenangan.
4) Bulan dimana nabi mengambil balik Mekah dari tangan Musyrikin dan perakhirnya penyembahan berhala.
5) Di dalamnya dipilih ada malam al-qadar yakni lebih baik drpd 1000 bulan.
6) Di pilih untuk ibadat puasa.
7) Di pilih untuk ibadat2 lain (tadarus Al Quran)

Kelebihan Bulan Ramadhan

1) Kamu akan di naungi Ramadhan. (bagi yg telah meninggal dunia terlepas dari siksa kubur)
2) Bulan penuh keberkatan
3) Di malamnya ada lebih baik drpd 1000 bulan
4) Amal sunat sama dengan solat fardhu
5) Manakala solat fardhu mendpt 70 kali ganda
6) Bulan sabar dan pahalanya adalah syurga
7) Bulan menambah rezeki
8) Memberi buka banyak pahala
9) Bulan keampunan -* doa yang paling makbul iaitu doa sebelum berbuka puasa.* juga doa pada sepertiga malam.
10) 10 hari pertama adalah mulanya rahmat, 10 hari pertengahan - pengampunan, 10 hari terakhir - kemerdekaan api neraka.

Amalan-amalan di bulan Ramadhan

1) Mengucapkan Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan
2) Menempah pakaian untuk Ramadhan
3) Niat puasa sebulan pd permulaan Ramadhan
4) Hendak tidur bacalah 4 ayat terakhir Surah Al Kahfi(ayat 107-110) supaya dapat bangun malam
5) Berazam melakukan Terawih 20 rakaat (bukan 8 rakaat)
6) Bertadarus secara bersemak (bukan sendirian)
7) Solat berjemaah setiap waktu
8) Solat jemaah di masjid/surau
9) Amalkan Qiyamulail walaupun pendek
10) Sahur diwaktu akhir
11) Sahur - utk mengelakkan makanan tidak hadam elakkan makanan pedas dan tutup sahur dengan air susu
12) Mandi Janabat sebelum Imsak
13) Kurangkan tidur
14) Tunaikan Solat sunat fajar (Solat Sunat Subuh)
15) Tunaikan Solat Dhuha
16) Tidur waktu cuti (satu jam sebelum Zohor)
17) Tunaikan solat Rawatib
18) Jaga pacaindera
19) Elakkan gosok gigi pd waktu petang
20) hadiri majlis ilmu
21) Buat baik pd ibubapa
22) Isteri hendaklah taat pd suami
23) Banyakkan bersedekah
24) Berbuka dgn 3 biji kurma dan air yg belum dipanaskan oleh api
25) Berbuka bersama org tua
26) Jemput tetamu berbuka
27) Kurangkan berat badan
28) Banyakkan i’tikaf di masjid (lelaki sahaja)
29) Baiki hubungan suami isteri
30) Baiki hubungan jiran
31) Isteri jauhi drpd keluar memakai mekap & perhiasan
32) Elakkan berbelanja berlebihan
33) Kuatkan kesabaran
34) Banyakkan selawat,istighfar,bertasbih
35) Berazam beramal (pada malam Lailatul Qadar)
36) Mengejut anak dan isteri di mlm Lailatul Qadar
37) Elakkan menonton TV yg mengandungi nafsu
38) Elakkan mendengar radio berunsur hiburan
39) Berdoa dgn nada lembut dan merayu
40) Jauhkan bercumbu dgn suami/isteri
41) Mendoakan ibu bapa samaada hidup atau yg meninggal dunia
42) Melazimkan solat waktu
43) Elakkan sebelum berbuka bersiar2 yg menjadikan pandangan liar
44) Elakkan banyak berhutang
45) Melepaskan perasaan sedih melepaskan Ramadhan ditakuti tidak bertemu lagi dengan Ramadhan akan datang
46) Tunaikan zakat fitrah

Cara Beramal Di Malam Lailatul Qadar (Malam 21-30)

1) Kepada Orang Tua Lemah Cara beramal solat Maghrib, Isyak dan Tarawih berjemaah di masjid/surau, ini sudah dikira beramal Al Qadar
2) Orang yg tidak sanggup solat malam yang panjang
* Baca ayat akhir surah Al Baqarah * Baca ayat Kursi * Baca surah Yaasin * Baca surah Al Zalazah
* Baca surah Al Qafirun * Baca surah Al Ikhlas 3) Bagi orang yamg kuat dan cergas * Bangunkan isteri dan anak * Mandi * Solat malam - Tahajjud, Taubat, Tasbih, Hajat, Istikharah, dan baca Al Quran

NUZUL Al QURAN ( 17 Ramadhan )

*Tarikh turunnya Al Quran * Beramallah di malamnya dengan solat malam dan amal2 yg baik

Cara Sambut Hari Raya :

Jangan sekali2 disambut dgn hiburan, mercun, pesta lampu dan berbagai kemungkaran dan kemaksiatan.Pada petang akhir Ramadhan org2 yg meninggal(sudah mati) menangis kerana peluang untukberehat telah berakhir.Adalah di cadangkan semoga keluarga menziarahi kubur pada petang akhir Ramadhan atau jika kuburnya jauh, hendaklah dibaca doa Tahlil selepas solat Asar. Semoga mereka diampuni.Ibnu Abbas r.a pernah mengatakan bahawa roh orang yg meninggal dunia dibenarkan pulang ke rumah anak2nya dan berdiri di pintu rumah memohon belas kasihan drpd anak2 mengirimkan bacaan doa, sekurang2nya Al Fatihah sekali utk mereka. Oleh itu janganlah terlalu gembira dan ingatlah org2 tua yg sudah meninggal, semoga nanti sampai giliran kita maka anak2 akan ingat kpd kita.

Takbir Di Malam Raya
Takbir sebenarnya mempunyai cerita di sebaliknya. Mengikut riwayat, bermula dari peperangan Ahzab.
Peperangan berlaku di dalam musim sejuk, kemudian Salman Al Farisi mencadangkan supaya di gali parit (Khandak) di akhirnya peperangan ini di beri pertolongan oleh Allah dan kemudian dirakamkan di dalam Takbir.

Kesimpulannya
Bulan Ramadhan datang setahun sekali dan ia sebaik2 bulan, penuh keberkatan, pengajaran, mendidik mempunyai ketahanan dan penuh dgn amalan-amalan untuk mendekatkan diri kpd Allah dan hubungan sesama manusia. Oleh itu bersiap sedialah dari awal supaya ia benar2 mengubah sikap yg baik dan seterusnya menjadi insan yg soleh/solehah. Semoga dipertemukan di Ramadhan yang akan datang.

*Doa utk menghilangkan baran, maklumlah waktu lapar memang lekas naik angin….

Rujuk kepada Surah Al-Anbiyakk ayat ke 69. Sebelum minum baca doa dan tiupkan pada air (utk diri sendiri,anak,suami dll). Insyaallah cuba amalkan."

Computer is back home....

Almost 2 weeks, tak ada comp at home. My baby dah bising.. Finally last Friday hubby collect the comp from Pasir Ris.... Punya happy my baby... Saturday morning2 dah suruh i pasang the comp... Tak sempat nak mandi dia da suruh pasang... Siap jer pasang dia duduk depan comp. I kacau sekejap pun jadi naik angin... Boring seh.... The whole saturday tak go mana2, maybe coz i malas nak keluar walaupun boring ddk d rumah and my baby sayang nak tinggalkan comp dia. So the result ddk rumah lah. Hubby work the whole day. He suppose to drive taxi but last minute tak jadi. After dinner he watch bola, i lepak my baby biasa la... I was so tired tak tau kenapa. My chest hurt, badan very weak. Kenapa agak nyer???? I been having this chest pain for the last one week. Tak tau apa punca nyer. Nak go doctor mcm malas gitu. Kekadang tu takut juga, mana la tau ada apa2 sakit yg menghinggap. Tu lah yg buat malas nak c doctor.

Semalam hubby ada mention abt the next chelet his department will be having. He said on 1st Sept 2007. Hubby kata from Friday to Sunday. I said stay lah all the 3 days. I no sweat nyer. Sebetul nyer i da tau, saja buat tak tau. Anyway i da ada plan for that weekend with my baby. Cuma i nak tell hubby to tinggalkan the car, i nak pakai... I dont care if he nak mabuk ke tak balek nak aper sekalipun, tu hak dia, dunia dia and cara hidup dia, asal dia tak kacau i sudah. I dah malas nak pikir pasal dia... Biar dia berubah sendiri, klau dia nak berubah, klau tak biar lah dia....

Back to d office....

I'm back to work after 4 days holiday(National day & on-leave + Sat/Sun). Tak ke mana... Spend my days at home with my son. He study for coming exam, I cook & we watch tv... Hubby drive taxi on Friday & Saturday, last minutes his fren minta tolong. Sunday baru keluar, tu pun i mcm malas, coz i rasa mcm nak sakit, tekak dah perit, Hubby said kesian kan my son, so he desided to go to Sungai Road. Mmg tak pernah jalan sana.. Seronok juga lah kan. Semua ada... Hairan me & my son when we saw the thing for sale... After that we when to Taka to see Lancer new car launch... Lawa lah kan the cars... We disana for a while only, after that we go makan di Al Azhar... By this time my voice dah hilang, very susah nak cakap... perik giler... My son pun sakit juga. He said flu jer tak ada fever... Balik rumah i lepak.. Tapi sempat juga cuci baju... Selesai sumer i tidur la....

Pagi tadi bila di rumah i rasa mcm ok sikit, bab tu lah i come to work.. But now badan dah rasa weak sikit & my voice da almost gone... Hopefully leh tahan sampai 5.30pm... Coz if i go now the doc will only give me 1 day mc... Rugi...

My comp di rumah down. Hubby sending for repair.. I think at least for 1 week i tak ada comp at home. Kesian my baby boring, tak leh update his friendster... & for me, i can only blog or check my email bila i di office jer la...

Tak tau apa nak kasi title.....

30 june 2007 yg lalu hubby ada chelet+BBQ... Bila he tell me days before i try lah cakap dia i nak ikut... He gelakkan i... Dia kata nak ikut boleh nanti u boring lak. Lagipun kata dia sume budak budak kerje je tak ada org luar... Sememang i tak nak ikut coz i bukan nyer suka sgt dgn budak budak dia. Kaki minum kakim pompan. Entah2 dia tak kasi i ikut tu ada project... Bila the day come dia pergi lah mmg hati rasa tak sedap but i buat tak tau jer. Bila dia balek at 5am the next morning, hidung i ada la terhudu yg tak enak. Pun i diam jugak. Tak kuasa lah nak menanya. Buat penat jer. Tapi dia action baik ke mmg nak cerita ke... Dia cerita lah hal ehwal yg terjadi di sana... I sebagai isteri 'miss-sali' buat dgr tak dgr jer lah. Sesungguh nyer apa yg keluar dari mulut dia tu sekadar nak sedap kan hati i jer...

And today dgn kuasa ALLAH, i open his e.mail mcm biasa lah i yg selalu meng'check' e.mail dia... Bila i saw his photo sume yg terfikir di kepala otak i terjawap. Tak ada org luar Mek mek nyer bini keje sana ke... Bingit lah kan. I take it as penguat semangat i for future happening... I da tell myself yg he will not stop doing stupid thing.

Below are some of the pic i take from his e.mail....

Nasi kangkang .................. forwarded by makcik kepoh

Link

Perubahan Yg ......

What I'm about to write, memang sudah lama terjadi. Cuma I lebih banyak diam dan lihat sahaja. Hal apa... Biasa lah hal my hubby, yang selalu sangat pentingkan kawan2 daripada famili dia sendiri. Sudah memang dari dulu lagi dia selalu saja dgn kawan. Tapi akhir2 ini sudah macam menjadi-jadi. Semenjak 'blood brother' dia meninggal dia lebih banyak masa diluar. Kalau di rumah pun telepon tak berhenti-henti berdering. Ada juga i talk to the 'blood brother' wife(Mmg I rapat dgn wife dia). She told me "banyak2 sabar gerl, nampak2 laki kau dah take over job arwah laki aku, jadi 'Big Brother'." Bila she told me that, I pun jadi alert la. Pantau tingkah laku hubby. Memang betul semua yg she told me hubby dia buat sudah jadi pada my hubby.

Kejadian yang terbaru terjadi pada hari Rabu, 30hb Mei 2007. I ajak dia go for dinner, coz mom-in-law tak dad rumah, jadi apa salahnya kita keluar makan sama2, lagipun esok holiday. I sampai sahaja di rumah, ido my usual thing lah, clean the house. By the time I took my shower hubby pun balek. Entah kenapa muka dia masam macam asam jawa. Sikit pun tak senyum or tegur me & his son. All he said was " floor berminyak sangat. You dah lap ke belum." To me itu perkara biasa, dia memang tak suka rumah serak or floor melekit. After he clean the floor again, he shower, siap and didn't even talk to me. Bila I see him macam tu, I put seperti biasa angkat kaki wait for him outside. Sekejap lagi my son come to me dengan muka yang merah and said to me "macam nak tumbuk jer muka dia, balek jer nak bising2 muka masam. Asyik suruh orang belajar, belajar belajar..." Masa tu I masih boleh tahan sabar. I told my son "sudah memang perangai dia gitu nak buat macam mana. You sabar jer la, his your father."

Bila dia dah siap, we go out la. I ingat dah ok lah. Dalam kereta dia tanya nak pergi makan di mana, and dia suggest to go to Bugis to buy bag for Khairul as a birthday gift from us. Seperti biasa HP dia tak stop berdering with calls lah SMS lah. Jalan di Bugis macam kartun rasa nye, laju giler. Aku nak look see pun terencat. My son nak beli t-shirt pun dia tak kasi. Apa hal pulak hubby ni. "Ok tak per" I said. Then we when to Bt Timah for late dinner. I memang tengah sakit tekak dari Monday. Nak order air si mamat tak dengar pulak, dia marah I suruh cakap kuat2. Suara dah tak leh keluar apa salah nyer you cakapkan. I punyer blood dah mula nak boiling. But tell myself to sabar. Sekejap lagi HP dia bunyi lagi. Members call, said diaorang semua lagi cuci kerata di bawah blok rumah I. Mamat bungkus murtabak lambat, Hubby dah macam tak tentu. Murkabak sampai, paid for the dinner, we pun make our way home. Dalam kerata hubby hati senang on lagu boleh nyanyi lagi. Me dah bingit. Sampai di parking nampak sangat dia happy. Bila nampak members dia senyum lebar macam nak koyak mulut. Me & my son bingit giler. Mendidih darah I.

Sampai di rumah mom-in-law ask "mana Jamal?" Apa lagi satu persatu I keluarkan. I told her dah lama I diam bab tak kuasa nak gaduh. I told her everytime we go out it macam kelang kabut. Cepat2 pergi cepat2 balek. Bila balek dia akan turun again jumpa kawan lah cuci kereta lah. Bayangkan lah my son pun dah pandai cakap "Ayah kan kalau keluar dgn kita mesti muka masam tak pernah bergurau. Abis tu pergi sekejap jer dah nak balek." You tell me lah kalau your child yg baru berumur 13 tahun(coming 2nd Jun) dah pandai cakap macam tu apa you akan rasa. Mom-in-law ask me to tell him, rasanya kalau I cakap pun macam cakap dengan orang pekak. So I let the matter rest lah. Tapi deep inside me I want hubby to change, I want him to know apa yang dia buat tersangat menyinggung perasaan me & his son. But apa yang I boleh buat selain berdoa. Mudah-mudahan one day Allah will buka mata & hati dia to realise apa yang sudah dia buat. Hopefully its not too late.

Then, yesterday I ingat hubby nak drive taxi, coz thats what he told days before. So I plan lah with my son to go to rumah my mother and pada masa yang sama i plan to collect my son LV bag from Sidah. I naik MRT with my son. Dalam train hubby call saying Aman baru start nak bawak taxi, that was about 1.26pm. I stop-by at Keranji station to go to 'This Fashion'. Hubby call again (1.53pm) saying dia tak bawak taxi. So i said "ok lah you come to my mom place see father yang tengah sakit'" Hubby kata "tak payah lah, nanti you nak balek i come and fetch you." Bingit jugak lah kan. Father-in-law sakit tak nak go and see. OK tak per, I relex jugak. Cuma i told him "tak payah fetch me, can go home myself, lagipun i nak jumpa Sidah." Then that settle... At about 4.51pm he call, macam orang boring bunyinya. He said mom-in-law bising2, he ask me apa I da mengadu to her. Bila i told him , you tahu apa dia cakap... "You manjakan sangat anak you, ayah pun you dah tak layan... Bila dengar dia cakap tu I pun jawab lah "you yang tak pernah layan I. I told you i sakit you buat bodoh jer bukan nak carikan ubat ke, tanya sakit apa ke." Brother bingit terus pun down phone. What, he think I will call him back like I use to do. Relex sua bro... I tak call until I was with Sidah. He call tanya bila nak balek. Baru jer jumpa dah nak suruh orang balek. He want to fetch me told him tak pe I can balek sendiri. Sampai di rumah I buat macam biasa jer. I dah siap kalau hubby tanya I tak akan diam jer will jawab secukup-cukup nyer. My son pun dah ready to back-up his mom. Well I think hubby rasa jugak cuma tak mahu mengaku, biasa lah lelaki 'EGO'.

I just hope he will sedar sebelum terlambat. Anak dah semangkin membesar. Perangai tak berubah juga, takut2 anak yang kasi ingat.........

Things Happen....

Sunday we when to Bt Gombak to buy PSP(Playstation Potable) for Khairul. Sebaik sahaja i told him that we are going to buy the PSP. Tersangat lah lebar senyuman dia beri pada i. Dah lama his waiting for it. Even his exam result sungguh mengecewakan, i still buy for him, dengan harapan he will study harder.

Monday was the last day Khairul when to school. As Tuesday he only need to sit infront of the computer to do his homework. And today he when for his THREE Days camping at Dairy Farm, Bukit Timah. He so happy. Bangun pagi jer dia dah cakap "Hooray! Camping!" Dia tak tau i yang susah hati, sebab tiga hari ni tak ada orang yg i boleh berbual. Well anyway, tak per. As long as he enjoy himself i will be happy.

Semalam i bingit dgn ibu mertua ku. Dari tahun lepas, mula jer i told her i nak masak sendiri for hari raya, she start to find alasan supaya i tak masak. Susah nak masak banyak2 lah, leceh lah kata dia. Suka menatahkan semangat orang. That was what happen semalam. Dia kata kalau order lagi murah & senang. Dia kata "mak dah kira dgn Kak B tadi". Bila i check the caller ID tak ada pun nombor kak b. Bohong lagi. Bingit betul i di buat nyer. Kenapa lah agak nyer. I masak pun bukan suruh dia tolong, cuma minta recepi jer. Kalau tak nak kasi tak per, i bukan bodoh sangat la kan. Jamal kata "buat bodoh jer, mak kan macam tu. U masak jer." Memang mak macam tu, tapi i yg bingit.

Well Anyway, I will still cook for Hari Raya.

Been awhile already....

It have been awhile since the last blog. My Boss the Finance Manager is leaving. Her last day is on the 12 April 2007. Not even half year she took over from the previous FM and now she's leaving...*sign*... Changing FM is like changing bedsheet here in Berger... Not only she my boss, she also my fren. We can talk and joke at the same time. The new FM have started work yesterday.... I think she from China.... Tak seronok lansung.... My mood have been down ever since i get to know that my boss is leaving.... Boring seh.... Tonight they are having farewell dinner, i don feel like going la... Tak ada mood terus. But i kesiankan Ani.... But still I think i don want to la....

I have been thinking of starting my own business, but don know what kind of business to start. I think i'm tired of working. I want to be my own boss....*sign*...

At home the usual thing, nothing much happen. Maybe b'coz i'm very much to myself and to my son rather than bother about other people in the house. Oh ya!! I have sold my Xbox 360 for $310 last sunday. I tot want to buy the PSP for Khairul. Suka nyer dia..... See lah Sunday go JB to buy. Tu pun klau Jamal tak tidur the whole day.....

Hairan......

Kadang kadang aku jadi harian dengan perangai orang orang di sekeliling. Bila bercakap mesti ada yang palsu. Bila pencerita yang asal menceritakan cerita yang benar kepada seseorang, tahu tahu sahaja selang beberapa hari bila sampai semula pada pencerita asal, lain pula ceritanya. Cerita yang sama sudah bertambah tambah garam gula ajinomoto dan sebagainyer. Ada juga yang menggunakan nama orang lain untuk menutup kehendak diri sendiri. Ya lah... misal kata i nak go somewhere or buy something but instead of using my name, i kata sipolan tu yang nak pergi or beli. Apa lah salah nyer cakap terus terang, kan dah kira berbohong tu... Yang ada tu segala perbuatan orang ada sahaja yang tidak kena pada matanya. Ada sahaja yang hendak di kutuk. Kenapa lah tak boleh diam jer. Kalau betul orang tu buat silap, bukan tak leh di tegur. Di tegur lah tapi kita mesti lihat dengan siapa kita bercakap. Cara kita menegur pun mesti ada tatatertib nyer... Bukan pakai terjun saja... Kekadang tu, orang tu memang buat silap, silap yang terang dan nyata. Tetapi bila di tegur boleh mendatangkan kemarahan pulak tu. Bukan nak mengaku salah, kita pulak di jadikan musuh. Rimas dibuat nyer... Sometimes tu malas nak berbual banyak banyak. Kita nak kasi ingat apa yang di buat tu salah kita pulak yang dikatakan salah. Betul lah kata orang bijak pandai "Diam tu lebih baik daripada banyak cakap..." Ada masa juga lebih suka lihat dan dengar sahaja, lagi fun.....

Term One Skool Holiday......

I was on leave, Thursday 15th March and Friday 16th March 2007, as it was the term one school holiday. So I pun holiday lah kan.... I have plan to go to the "Wild Wild Wet" in Pasir Ris with Khairul on Thursday. Sesungguhnya Jamal pun cuti. Tak sangka lah dia leh dpt cuti jugak. So Jamal, Khairul, Mother-In-Law and myself left the house at abt 8am on Thursday, we stop by Pasar Geylang for breakfast. We reach Pasir Ris at abt 10am... Fuyooo ramai nyer org..... But sits are still avaliable as the place baru jer open for business for the day.... Sampai jer, i terus change to my swimming outfit... Khairul and me go round the lazy river with the big boyah... Panas... But fun.... We go down the slides.... Big ones and the baby ones..hehehe....
Jamal & mother-in-law just sit and eat at the sitting area....We spend half the day at the "Wild Wild Wet".... Ingat nak stay longer tapi kesian pulak the two of them have to sit very long.... So after me and Khairul change we left the place.... I saw my elder anak sedara Nurjannah with her family and friends just before we make our way to parking....

After dah penat swimming... I suggest we go to the S'pore Expo... I know di sana ada Metro, Popular and Mega Carnival... Apa lagi shopping lah. I buy revision books for Khairul and some stationery from Popular. I brought myself a sandles, trouses for jamal and tuala alas kaki for mother-in-law and myself from Metro. Di Mega Carnival, Khairul do the ear-candling and mother-in-law urut kaki di kedai Azhar Norlesta... Hensom u... I beli tudung fesyen al-isteri AAGym, said the seller.. Lawa ya... should have buy 2 pieces, @ $15 each... Dah penat jalan, perut lapar. We when to clementi for dinner... After dinner balek lepak penat giler.....

Friday nite we when to "Night Safari". First tym ya..... Ok lah quite fun... tapi ikut kan Jamal mcm kelam kabut gitu... I think he want to end early so he can go see kawan dia di hospital... Petang nye he got news sidah meet with accident.. I tak paksa he go with us.. if he want to go and see his friend go lah me not stopping him. But anyway he choose to come with us. I just close one eyes and enjoy myself... The ride and the walk was fun...Gelap Gelita... Takut jugak... But fun.... We finish our ride at 11.30pm, so we walk at the shops outside the Safari... Then we when to JB for dinner, or i can say supper... Sleepy giler tak leh angkat mata...

Anyway i had fun the 2 days leave was worth it....

Monitor Down....

It have been a while since the last entry. This is because my home monitor is down and out. And i'm rather busy in the office..... So tak ada time nak write....

When to the IT Show last saturday with Khairul to get new monitor. Suppose to go with Jamal on Sunday.... But i takut what happen if he sleep the whole sunday.. So me and Khairul made our way to suntec city on saturday....The crowd, fooyoo.... but have to tempuh juga demi new monitor... We tried to look see look see but tak leh angkat babe.... My head dah nak start spining... I bought the scer 19"wide monitor.. Ok lah quite cheap $259, within my budget.... On the way out terserempah dgn Salim and family... We when to KFC makan then made our way home.....

True enough sunday Jamal sleep.... Kalau tak kerna nak pergi kubur dia tak bangun agak nyer..... Arwah Amy dah 1 year(11/3/06), tu la sebeb jamal nak go kubur.... mcm org cina lak anniversary jer go kubur....Hehehehe.....

Well anyway tak kesah lah dia nak buak apa, yg pasti i dah dapat monitor baru...Hehehe.....

Rasa rasa

Lately I've been very feeling down, don't know why. Seeing things happen around me and people behaviour towards me. I wonder is it me been too sensitive or what. Rasa dah macam tak ada kemesraan di rumah. Masing2 buat hal sendiri. Jamal sibuk layan kawan2, Khairul sibuk dgn kerja sekolah. By the time he finish dah malam and time to sleep. Tapi ok juga lah, bila dia tak ada kerja sekolah leh juga layan ibu dia. But for his father, he is more into his own world. He put us aside. Bila di rumah ada jer yg tak kena. Semua yg dia nampak salah pd mata dia.

At home every now and then hp will ring with sms la phone call la. Bila i tegur leh jadi marah pulak tu. I am try very hard to ignore, tapi sakit seh hati tengok. Kawan jer di dulu kan. Kawan ada problem tolong settle. From what i see he is taking charge of the frenz like aruah amy did. Jadi "Big Brother" la kan.

Kekadang tu i lebih suka bila dia tak ada di rumah. Aman tak ada org kacau. (Dah jadi macam khairul lak, lebih suka ayah tak ada.) I rasa i mesti banyak banyak bersabar, buat buta, beri perhatian more to myself and my son.

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Its already Wednesday and already mid of february. Tym pass too quickly, like lightning. Nothing much happen. Cuma risau sikit jer. Khairul ada received sms from a girl who call him "syg" ya... It was a shock of my life... Try to keep my cool. He did say the girl like him... Hai baru sec 1 da ada crite..

I was watching "Dlema Wanita" on TV1 monday nite @ 9.30pm. Its abt an old mother who was left alone in a big house, trying to get the children attention. Sedih juga cerita nyer. But i don't know why i was crying thru out the whole show. Somehow the story touches me. Maybe i was imaging myself in the old mother shoe. Maybe someday i will be like that. From there i teringat my own mother, yg dah 1 week i did not call to tanya khabar. Betul kata Dr Fadillah Kamsan at the end of the episod. Kita mesti sentiasa bertanya khabar org tua kita. Kita mesti bersiap sedia untuk menghadap hari hari sepi sendirian. The episod really wakes me up.

Rasa rasa nyer i'm not ready yet to leave without my son. For now what i have to do is to prepare myself mentally and physically.

Risau Ya............

After reading my son's blog yesterday, i feel so worry. He did ask me have i read his blog. He wrote abt his dad, how he hate his dad nagging at him and always ask him to study. He even wrote how he wish the dad not in the world. Susah tu...

Biasa la, my hubby like to nag and will always ask my son to study. I jadi serba salah. When i ask khairul to study he will say ok. Selalunya he will do his skool work first and when he do not have alot of skool homework he will do his tuition homework. And if he do not have any homeworks, he will do his own revision. It is ok with me, as long as he do his work. But for my hubby, he want khairul to finish everything on the spot. On weekend when khairul on the comp, my hubby will nag again. To me its ok as long as he finish everything. Weekend i will let him play.

I don't know how, to tell my hubby. I don't want jamal to think that i sebelahkan khairul. I don't want khairul to hate his father. I know his father love him, but his way of express his love is diff from me. I don't want khairul to be stress-out because of this.

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Sakit...

Khairul was down with fever and flu on Monday, got MC for Tuesday but he insist on going to skool. He said "Nanti homework all tak dapat, i ok la can go to skool. Ibu jgn risau la.." Ibu mana yg tak risau u...

I lak for few day keep on thinking of my pass... Things my hubby did to me... All the bad memory keep coming back very clearly. The last time i had this kind thinking, few weeks later Jamal come and tell me he was still with the women....(sign)... i wonder apa lak lah agak nyer he have done now.....

Mmg i notice he seem to be receiving lots of sms and phone call lately, but i try not to ambil tau too much..... Entah la..... Mmg i tak put all my attention to him, but somehow he still my hubby n we are under-one-roof. Mata leh tutup tapi hati tetap tertanya...

Harap harap apa yg Jamal buat tak akan menyusahkan diri i, biar dia susah sendiri, don't drag me n khairul along....

Selamat Tahun Baru Ma'alhijrah 1428

Selamat Tahun Baru to all. Hope these new year will bring us happiness and health.
Today work quite busy. Wan to "eat snake' also no tym..... But look at the bright sight... d tym pass very fast ya...

Surpose to celebrate New Year @ S'pore Expo, but not sure y i did not apply for leave today. Tot maybe will go to the nearest masjid. But in the end i was alone at home reciting the "doa akhir tahun" & "doa awal tahun".(sign)

Did told hubby i might be going to d masjid for the new year. But he told me "tak pe ah buat di umah, jadi ayah balek u ada umah..." But now at this tym he is happily at the carpark with his fren cuci kereta ya..... Mind u, not his car tapi kereta kwan ya..... What a life i have to go thru....

But anyway, wat i wish/doa for is for us to be in 1 hapi famili.....

M still figuring out how to play with these blog thing ya.....

Till nex tym... Nite Nite

Nak TryTry Ya...

Baca2 org nyer blog mcm shiok gitu. So here goes......

Nari mcm biasa jer tak ada yg menarik sgt....Cuma dr pagi asyik teregat Khairul jer..
Da besau anak i. Mcm mana agak nyer klau dia da ada gerl fren... tinggal la i sorg sorg...
Tak tau napa le terfikir mcm tu lak. Maklum la dia sorg je yg ada. Dia la racun dia la penawar.

Keje mcm biasa je lembab.....