Happy Valentine!!
Its already Wednesday and already mid of february. Tym pass too quickly, like lightning. Nothing much happen. Cuma risau sikit jer. Khairul ada received sms from a girl who call him "syg" ya... It was a shock of my life... Try to keep my cool. He did say the girl like him... Hai baru sec 1 da ada crite..
I was watching "Dlema Wanita" on TV1 monday nite @ 9.30pm. Its abt an old mother who was left alone in a big house, trying to get the children attention. Sedih juga cerita nyer. But i don't know why i was crying thru out the whole show. Somehow the story touches me. Maybe i was imaging myself in the old mother shoe. Maybe someday i will be like that. From there i teringat my own mother, yg dah 1 week i did not call to tanya khabar. Betul kata Dr Fadillah Kamsan at the end of the episod. Kita mesti sentiasa bertanya khabar org tua kita. Kita mesti bersiap sedia untuk menghadap hari hari sepi sendirian. The episod really wakes me up.
Rasa rasa nyer i'm not ready yet to leave without my son. For now what i have to do is to prepare myself mentally and physically.
1 comment:
I also watched dat episode of dilema wanita. But not entirely. Somehow I still knew abt the story la.
I muz say dat bein a mother, we r afraid dat one day our children might leave us. But lets face the fact, it will happen. Esp when u have a son. And also the only child. One day when he get married, u stil have to learn to let go.
Yes its not easy to do but its LIFE.
Dun u worry, thats a lot of ppl ard u who care for u witout u realising it cos u r not alone.
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