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Itz been awhile after the last i wrote in here.. Nothing much happen...

During the one week sept holiday my son bring back his report card... To my suprise he manage to get a good marks for most of his subject... Very happy for him... Ada lah yg perlu di perbaiki... As usual his dad not happy with his results... Biasalah.... He bising mcm biasa. Khairul angin up lah. I told his to just listen or buat bodoh jer. Ur dad memang macam tu pass bising fail jgn cakap lagi lah, bising 7 hari 7 malam.

So far so good lah, after a few incident, hubby mcm trying to understand my son & me. Bising2 juga lah tapi tak teruk sgt, coz i ada tegur dia about cara dia menegur anak dia. I cakap kalau u nak dengar good kalau tak nak dengar kalau apa2 jadi jgn salah kan anak u lak...

Dah mula puasa. dah 11 hari today. Raya tahun ni sederhana sahaja. Kalau ikutkan hati semua nak di tukar tapi apa kan daya poket tak mengizinkan... hehehe.... Yang penting my son, beli kan dia a few baju & seluar. Kasut belom lagi tapi that day dia kata tak payah last year nyer maseh leh pakai. Tahun ini seperti tahun lepas i will do the cooking for hari raya. All the rempah ratus buat sendiri ya... Last year MIL yg buat kan.

Hopefully next year rezeki akan bertambah sedikit. Dapat buat apa yg tak terbuat tahun ini.

My baby......

Wanna spent my weekend with my baby. Give him a small treat to cheer him up. His been feeling down lately... I can feel it... Lagi lagi after wat he told me smlm... I know he having problem with his dad. I pun tak tau wat his dad want from him. Nak kata anak i nakal tak dgr cakap, tak pun. Nak kata selalu merayap tak belajar pun tak... Cuma selalu after skool he will lepak with his frenz di skool, main bola or just simply ddk berbual. Yalah tym skool mana ada masa nk lepak2... Kalau tak belajar mcm mana leh pass lak.... Then everytime he told his dad wat he do the father will ask him "betul ke tidak jgn cakap bohong." Tolong lah jgn samakan anak u dgn diri u yg selalu bohong...Sampai anak sendiri tau yg u suka bohong.. Entah bila agaknyer my husband nak growup... I kesian anak i, dia mcm tertekan bila dirumah, lebih2 lagi bila ayah nyer ada d umah...

My baby said he will find a day to talk his-heart-out to the father. "Sama ada ayah nak terima or tak, Khairul tak kisah janji khairul da kasi tau dia.. Klau dia nak pukul khairul tanya apa guna pukul.....

Tulah sebab setiap masa yg i have i will spend it with my baby... I taknak dia terus rasa tertekan or keseorangan.. i want him to know taht he still a mother who loves him very much....

Mother's Day 11 May 2008

Semalam, I have desided to cook Tulang steak, since tak pergi mana2. Pagi after hubby sent MIL to the pickup point(she went to Melaka 1 day tour), I pergi Jurong West market with hubby. Khairul tak ikut. Beli lah apa2 yg di perlukan for the dish & buy breakfast for 3 of us. Sampai di rumah Khairul pass me a note & wish me Happy Mother's day. I open & read lah. Very touching, sungguhpun sekadar sehelai kertas yg kecil isi maknanya sungguh padat sehingga menitis airmata bila i read. I tak mengharap apa2 from them. As long they are happy its fine with me.

Finish cooking at abt 2pm, maklum lah nak kena rebus tulang for almost 3 hrs. Selesai semua, hubby kata serve lah nak makan. "Amboi... amboi.. kita lak kena serve, dah masak kan... Nari sepatutnya i rest, Mother's day apa...." Ni lah my reply.. Hehehe... So the 2 of them lah serve me. Hehehe.... Khairul said "nice ibu, puas hati...." Hubby as usual tak cakap apa2... Lepas makan relex watch Duyung & Cuci(khairul rent).. Ok lah cerita nyer...

After that kita buat hal masing2, Hubby sleep, Khairul play comp & me play psp... Awhile later hubby bangun coz hp ring. He when to Khairul room to see apa he doing. I dengar lah he telling Khairul to do revision. Jap lagi he come to me tell me, i have to monitor Khairul, check his school bag & ask him to do revision. I said "ok but to do revision, he kan baru habis exam biar lah dia rest dulu..." Hubby terus marah dia kata " bila exam pun dia tak belajar, sat/sun asyik main comp jer... Ok lah kalau u cakap gitu, lain kali i tak nak tegur2 lagi.." Bingit juga i dengar... kasi tau pun kena marah, diam pun kena marah... Dia nampak ke bila Khairul belajar.. By the time hubby come home dah malam, Khairul dah tido.... I tak tau macam mana lagi nak cakap... Lepas tu i terus diamkan diri, i tau kalau jawap nanti jadi panjang bab i kalau jawab i kasi dia semua... I dah lama tak leh angs, tahan sabar sebab pandang my MIL & my son...
Dia tak tahu betapa i menanggung & menahan apa2 masa'alah yg ada. I tak pernah mengadu apa2 pada dia.

If he accept the new job offer i will let him tanggung all the finance for Khairul yg selama ini i tanggong. Dia egat selama ni anak dia tu pergi school & tuition tak payah bayar ker.. Tak pernah sekali pun dia tanya i berapa i spent for anak dia. He marah i lagi ada... He said I give to much face to khairul, apa he want i ikut kan jer... If its not me yg care for my son sapa lagi... Sakit dada di buat nyer. Cakap salah, tak cakap dah lama berbuku di hati... GERAM SANGAT....

Peningzz...........

Sejak duamenjak ni dah mula terasa kepeningan.... Macam mana nk cakap eh... Dah lama benda ni tersendat d kepala otak aku, tak tahu nak cakap dgn sapa & tak tahu mcm mana nak cakap... It is abt the 2 guys i hv at home. Yg satu baru nak mula bergaul dgn kwn2 & yg satu dah terlalu bergaul dgn kwn2... Yg jadi mangsa kepeningan AKU la...

Aku tak nak terlalu menonjol bila menegur. Selalu nyer bila ada apa2 yg aku tak suka, aku akan menegur secara berbual saja. Selalu nyer anak aku lah. Bila menegur tu ayah tak ada d rumah or bila me & my son keluar jln2. Tapi kan sejak kebelakang ni, rasa nyer anak aku mcm ada sesuatu yg d rahsiakan from me. But i try to think on the positive side. But u tell me lah ibu mana yg tak risau bila anak dah mula bercampur dgn org2 di luar. He ada juga selalu cerita pasal kwn2 yg dia campur. Dari apa yg dia cerita ok lah kan kwn2 dia tu. Setiap kali kita berbual i will always ingatkan dia "Jgn campur dgn org yg tk senonok..."

Si ayah pulak suka menegur dgn kemarahan. Kekadang tu aku terbela anak aku la. Mmg lah aku tk sepatut buat gitu. Hubby marah juga, so now i try tu diam bila dia marah kan anak. Tapi kekadang tu benda yg hubby marah tu perkara kecil sahaja. Boleh selesai dgn cakap elok2 jer. Bila dia tengah marah & aku diam, dia marah aku lak, kata dia aku tak pernah nak tegur anak. Tak perhatikan gerak geri anak. Selalu nyer he will ask me to tegur anak bile he wants him to do revision ke kemas bilik atau apa2 jer la.... Bila i cakap dgn anak baik2 or pelan2 dia cakap "U jgn kasi muka sgt kat anak nyer..." Aku tak nak anak aku terus tak nak berbual dgn aku kalau selalu sgt menegur dia. Macam mana eh... Sakit kepala di buat nyer.

Sekrg ni aku nampak yg anak aku tak suka bila ayah dia ada d umah. Mcm aku, he will keep as quiet as possible, bila ayah ada d umah. Kekadang tu bingit juga bila keadaan jadi senyap begitu. Dlm satu umah tapi sume buat hal masing2. Si ayah pulak bila kwn call suka nyer dia mcm budak dapat gula2, & seperti biasa dia akan turun cuci kereta berjam-jam di bawah.

Aku yg sgt terasa tertekan... Anak balek lambat aku kena jawab, anak tak buat hmework aku kena jawab, pendek nyer sume aku lah yg salah bab tak tegur anak nyer perangai..... Kalau lah boleh keluar dari rumah tu and biar dia sendiri yg uruskan semua, dah aku lakukan... Tapi aku takut anak jadi "rebellious" pulak.... Nak cerita dgn hubby, biasa he will say u jgn kasi dia muka .... Seriously speaking lah kan aku tertekan sgt2......

Long tym nvr write....

It have been very long since the last i wrote. So many thing happen. Sampai malas nak ingat ingat kan. Biar lah ia berlalu....

Took long leave in december 2007, 5 days excluding Sat & Sun. Yg betul tak ada plan nak pergi mana2. But last minute we when to Perak with abg Joe & family and abg Salim & family. Okay juga lah kan, fun. Lagipun my family mmg garang2 ikut diorg makan angin. Sesekali ikut Perak u, 6 hari lama nyer.... Tapi cian my hubby kena drive.... Tak per k ayah, sesekali.....

Balek dari makan angin, terus rewang at my elder sister house. Her 3rd daughter getting married. From Friday to Sunday. Cuba bayangkan i reached S'pore on Thursday evening. Friday dah rewang. Fuyoo... lepak tu.....
Majlis berjalan dgn lancar nyer.... All my sedara mara ada.... Dah besau besau semua anak my cousinz... Aunty & cousinz from Kluang pun ada. My jiran from tanglin halt pun ada juga ya... Tapi kan tak leh lawan sedara mara my bro-in-law. They conquered all... Tapi kan yg sedih sangat my 2nd sister tak nampak pun... Bila my mom call her after the majlis... U know apa dia kata... "Tak ada org cakap or jemput pun. So tak tahu lah yg Iboh buat majlis..." Halo!!! adek beradek pun kena jemput pakai kad ker.... Mak dah call apa kasi tau.... Sis, gua egat kan lu ddk bawah ketiak laki lu sua... Jgn campur dgn org... Lu campur dgn berok lagi bagus.... I yg tinggal CCK leh tau apa perkembangan my elder sis yg tinggal d Bt Batok. Dia satu kampung pun tk tau cari kakak sendiri... Mati punya org.......

On the same sunday, anak sedara my huby tunang. I tak pergi bab sibuk d umah my sister. But singgah sekejap bila on the way balek nyer... Everythings goes well......

Rasa nyer belum terlambat utk ucapkan Selamat Tahun Baru 2008 & Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah 1429... Semuga semua di lingdungi & di rahmati Allah S.W.T... Amin..........